There are days I wake up and I hate being an adult. I know it seems a little cliche, but life really was a lot easier when I was a teenager. You never would have convinced me of that though. Hindsight really is 20/20. Today I paid my bills, and I realized although I've loved the fact that I've had time off because the kids at school are on vacation, this also meant that I didn't get paid. I'm literally broke for the first time in my life, and I hate it. Although my parents are helping how they can, I hate asking. I just feel so helpless.
Monday, December 12, 2011
I have this thing, every year at about this time I begin to look back at what I did and think "I need to finish something big I started." I feel like a bit of a failure if I didn't meet a New Years resolution, accomplish a huge task everyone recognized, or finish that paper so I'd receive my Master's (yeah, yeah, yeah I know!). So I begin a mad dash and end up pulling my hair out for the last weeks of the year because I don't think I did anything of value, because I didn't finish anything big. Well like a lot of things I've done this year, I'm going to look at things a little differently right now.